“People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all in how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.”
―Jim Morrison
“Dead End” road signs, dial tones, closing doors, starting engines, empty mail boxes…
<3
Nik.
First day of school :(
I woke Darcy up at 7 and our little family went out for an hour walk. I let her run around the house for another hour while I was packing my books and work slippers (yes, I wear slippers at work). Now I’m starting to think about starting the van to get the heat running & putting the puppy in her nice, snuggly kennel.
Bridgette is going to let them outside again this afternoon before she goes to work. I won’t have time since I have only fifteen minutes after class to be at work :(
This semester is going to be hectic—- I have no days off, have to get up early EVERY morning so that the dogs can get their exercise…
But this may lead to me having a job OUTSIDE. *crosses fingers*
much love,
Nik.
